My elder sister went out early in the morning
and came back at 7 or 8pm+.
Before she come home, my eldest sister
told me to tell my elder sister what to eat,
"She's at Jurong Point!"
Then i message my elder sister said
"I want to eat Mee Shua.
If don't have, then anything else."
My eldest sister told my elder sister
"She don't want to eat,
just die of hunger. There's nothing to
eat at Jurong Point."
So, it's common sense that my elder sister
brought nothing for her right?

My elder sister brought my Mee Shua only,
and never buy anything for my eldest sister.
Then my eldest sister scold her,
said "Why never buy anything for me to eat?
It's common sense that of course i will eat right?
I will not purposely die of hunger right?"
Then they nag-scold-complain.

Then my eldest sister scold me also,
said "You eat alone. What about me?
You just don't care about me la. Yesturday
i brought you guys food, and
this is how you treat me? I treated you guys
so well you know..." and then nag and nag and nag.
It's not even my fault lo, and
it's none of my business. Then my eldest sister
pull me down, scold and hit me.
I told her what she want to eat
then i cook with my elder sister.
But she said "What can you cook? You're so useless.
You're the whole family that is most disgrace.
Just get out of the house, nobody wants you."
So, of course i fight back my rights la.

Anyway, it's not my loss or my elder sister's loss.
It's her own loss. I don't care already, even
my eldest sister don't care.
Because my eldest sister is cannot be help anymore,
she's useless, junk, unreasonable and seriously
I and my elder sister don't know what she
is thinking. She said "She didn't want to eat!",
then later she scolded us said "She want to eat!"
What kind of a eldest sister do i have?
An idiot? Stupid?

I better give an advice to everyone,
it's is also a LESSON and WARNING that
EVERYBODY should have.
"If you want to talk or you want something, you bloodly say it."
There is nothing to be ashame of. Is it wrong
or ashame that you are hungry?
Of course not, right?

Yo suckers!!!
I'm very angry right now
so don't ask why i called you a sucker!!!

Today, 8 April 2011, 6.50pm.
My two elder siblings are quarralling
because of some stupid thing.
LOL... thinking about makes me angry...
because of their stupid thinking and stupid voices!!!
F*** them, bitches!
GO TO HELL and NEVER come back.....

This is how it started:
My eldest sister brought food back...
She wanted a 'thank'. I said it before my elder sister.
BUT my eldest sister thinks that
my elder sister didn't say it with sincere.
Then my eldest sister started to give attitude,
scold say "Is that how you say thanks to your sister
who kindly and tiredly go buy dinner for you?"
Then my elder sister say it again lo, of course,
however in a louder voice but not angry way.
Then my eldest sister got angry and splashed
plain water on my elder sister.
Then they started to quarrel and said alot of SHITS!
Like, i'm very annoyed today. Or....
I wanted to help but you gives an attitude and
you don't want my help at all lo!!!
....and alot more!!!

So, because of the water, the floor got wet...
then I have to clean it while they quarrel.
Crazy lo..... just because of a word "Thank you!"
I tried to stop them or help them....
then my elder sister said "just go away,
and play your laptop, you're not helping!"

Fine.... I'll go. But don't blame me
if things went worst.
My eldest sister force my elder sister to
say sorry again and again.... cause it's not sincere
or really meant it.
My elder sister thren just snap.....
said " okay la okay la.... It's my fault la!
It's my fault la! It's never your fault!"
Then my eldest sister said "Of course,
it's your fault!"

Good thing, they didn't fight.....
or else the clean up is more troublesome!!!
After their quarrel, all i was thinking was....
"Seriously, In the end really, NOTHING is
even worse then family problems lo!"
Not my school situation, bully or teased by Habri, Ian...
or friendships problems like Yanti, Carissa.... or
being scold by the teachers or whatsoever....

Think i'm writing till here.....
Beside no one will understand anyway...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

Hi everyone...
My holiday ended since 4 Jan...
I wanted to write but kept forgetting. :P

Anyway, everyone is still the same as ever...
LOL... sign! Its a big exam for me this year...
I hope i did well lo... thinking 'bout it,
worried a bit.
Oh... and that time when my birthday,
i had 3 times in a rows in having dinner...
one is with my dad (with family of course),
second is with my aunt (with family too)
cause she wasn't around to celebrate that time.
And the third day, was the actual day,
and i had homemade dinner, it was delicious.
Hmm.....
But i was still dissapointed....
Wanna know why?
Cause my cousin, Shu Xian,
forgotten about my birthday
but yet she remembers one of my
CCA member's birthday which is 2 days
earlier than my birthday, 8 Jan.
She sang 3 times birthday song for her lo.
And i got nothing from her...
How sad and disappointing lo...
This year I'm not gonna give anything to her
as revenge.... >:(
Anyway, that's all! Bye... :)

Happy memories with your family this year...
cause who knows if the prophecy about the earth
dying in 2012 is true, right? :)
But hope not la... cause i haven't even truely
enjoy my youth yet.... like going out to play
and seeing the world, include singapore.... :)
I know its stupid and lame to some people
but to me, its is something big and special lo....
So i don't care anymore.....

Hi all.....
My holiday are almost over...
so my dance lessons are resuming in a few more days!
And after 4 Jan is the school resuming day...!
Think i'll have to prepare myself again...
studies, dance, my unhappiness about school things
like friendships, dance and whatsoever that makes
me mad and sad and others too.
ANYWAY...BETTER REFRESH MYSELF!!!

During the holiday,
sadly, i didn't go out with my friends at all
but i did go out with my family a lot...
to Vivo, Jurong East, IMM, IKEA and West Mall.
I even go pierced my ear on 15 dec...
hehe...i wondered if anyone will noticed my ears
when we return to school days...
well, will only let them discover on their own lo:)
HAHA...

Anyway, actually what i want to say was...
i recalled a lot of my memories during the holiday...
from first to present (from like very young- K1/2).
And to say seriously i even recalled my friends (ALL),
and i must admitted every time i think about it,
i'll go "sigh", "why did i do that", "GRRR..."
and "wow!!!"
Anyway, i must try to let bygoners be bygoners.
:)
Well, BYE! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!

Hi all....
finally all my extra school and dance lesson are over.....
now... i can enjoy myself a while:)
man....how tiring and troublesome it was LOL...
hahahahaha.........

Hi all :)
think twice... i think i'll just blog whenever i want to:)

it's finally almost coming to an end...
SEC 3 life. A period when people say it is the most busiest!
And it's holiday actually but there are no holiday for us,
we had structure lessons, CCAs and camp.
Honestly, i can't wait for camp cause there are flying fox
and hiking stuff :D Hehe....
people say it is very tiring and all but i don't care lo:)

and other thing....
about 2 to 3 days ago...
one of my classmate, Carissa....
is having her attitude again...
very annoying lo.
she suddenly gets angry and gave me and Shuhui
a long face. she avoid us all day.
and the next day, she only tell Shuhui
why she angry and stuff. she didn't tell me lo.
then she avoid me all the time as if i always the
one at fault. and i should go on knee.
as if lo..... damn her lo....
she thinks she is the queen or what?
she angry for no reason and refuse to tell
me what happen, how am i purpose to know
what happen? she don't have the right to
get mad at people lo..... right now she's the
one at fault... if she is waiting for my sorry,
then i only tell her one thing.
"In your fantasy dreams!!! that is not going to
happen unless you tell me what happen!!!"

Hi everyone!
I've returns...
i know i haven't wrote for a long time
so i thought i write once in a while... :)

A lot happened since i didn't write
so i just skip some and start from
when i am having a CCA camp.

The camp was terrible, not horrible
but terrible. I was being used by Ian
and it tired me out cause i have to
take charge of the group.
He didn't do a thing lo!!!
(No offends)
Then, after the camp (3 days 2 nights),
i went home, and found out
that my mum, and sisters
fought on the night of my 1st day of camping.
The fights was actually about the food
then later both my sister fought
and hurt each other. I saw their scars
but i'm not surprised cause this is not the first time.
Then, they fought through about the laptop.
So, when i went home i wasn't able to use
laptop.... Grrr....
That time i have a mixed feelings
so i don't know how to said.
But its annoying once both my sisters
talk to me and complained
about the other party.

The YOG is about the performance
for the Youth Olympic which 3500
students will performs with 26 differents
kinds of dances. On the first few days,
when i danced i think i hurt my leg, ligaments
so it still hurt till now....
But the rehearsal at Mandai Hill Camp
wasn't all that tiring so its kind of fun.
But the teachers said this wed,
from that on, we'll go to the floating base
to dance and its untill very late.
So, i should prepared a bit.
:)

Well, anyway, this is all. I wish i could talk more
about my school, class, and classmates.
But that kind of life was too boring
cause nothing interesting happened.
Even if it does, it didn't interests me enough
for me to write in the blog. But still i'll
tried my best cause actually
though my classmates
were annoying but they were in their
playful and curious state of growing up.
So... maybe i should wait till something
fun happened.
:)

( I'm not trying to insult everyone...HONEST!!!
i'm just stating the truth cause
its my way to release stress .)